QUOTE(asimon2008 @ Jul 12 2008, 04:13 PM)
VagrantDreamer I not saying that you are liar that it's just my imagination. But something is really touching me at night and it's not human. I believe it might be spirit that I had affair with in another life. I really believe in reincarnation. I probably need to ask a psychic what that thing wants.
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I don't what the hell is going on but I need to solve this problem and fast.
Well, I did say there can be other explanations, just that it's best to start with the simplest explanation and work your way out. If they or it won't communicate, and you feel threatened, then it's time to look into learning banishings, if you're looking for a magical solution. If you don't practice magic and don't have an interest in developing a practice, then pray to your higher power, or find someone capable of performing the banishings for you.
Then again, you may be communicating wrong. Try different methods - speak outloud, speak in your mind, most importantly though if you do speak to a spirit, be sure to then open yourself to hearing it back. It probably won't be something loud and 'external' sounding, it will probably be in your mind. it may not be words even, it could be sudden sensations. Different spirits communicate in different ways. Without some frame of reference beyond it's actions and your own feelings, I can't tell you how to communicate with it - you have to figure that out for yourself in this particular case.
After these experiences how do you feel? Scared, relaxed, happy, sad, angry, energetic, fatigued? Evaluate the entire experience, what leads up to it, what happens, how you react, what you feel and think afterwards, what you think about during, and examine your lifestyle also for correlations. Look for recent changes in your life, or changes around the time it began, evaluate personality changes especially, as these reflect major shifts in your sphere of sensation. Write notes, don't just think about it internally, keep a list of these things, and look for patterns. If you find patterns, try and change them and see what happens - your quality of thought, habits you formed just prior to or as a result of these experiences, and don't skimp on the details; grooming habits, dietary habits, thinking habits, any kind of substance use - tobacco, marijuana, alcohol, etc. - changes in your family, with your friends, relationships that either developed or broke down; look at habits of desire, what things do you daydream about having/doing/getting, etc.; look at the quality of your dreams on the nights that this happens. If it happens in a particular place, look into the history of that place.
Basically do your research, but some work into it. No one here can just fly out and take a look around and do it all for you. You want help from this place, all we can do is tell you How, no one can just give you answers, there are far, far too many possibilities for anyone to make a hypothesis beyond a very general explanation pointing you towards categories of experience that may or may not be in the same ball field as what you're experiencing. Based on what you've told us so far, it could be a spirit lover from another life, it could be a manifestation of a thoughtform based on lustful thoughts - no offense but you are a teenager and chock full o' hormones - it could be a succubus, it could be the manifestation of a future lover you haven't met yet; it could be any of a hundred different categories of experiences. The only way anyone can try and help you any more than that is with more information. If you want to give it some thought, look into the things I mentioned in the previous paragraph, and bring that information here, I or anyone else with a word to say on the subject can help you look for patterns.
search LBRP on google or in the search field here located in the top right area of your browser window for this website. That's one particular banishing ritual you'll find everywhere, if you're interested in that approach.
peace
V