QUOTE(azareth @ Jul 12 2008, 05:36 AM)
I graduated from collage on 2007 and i started work at 2008, I used to practice magick alot between 2007/2008 Now this job i am having is promising but exhausting , I go back and light candles ,prepare my altar, and here i fall asleep in the process...i am getting seriously low of energy..I charge it seems to replenish me but i get exhausted fast again,it feels like i am being drained sometimes...
I love my circle ,i would like to be there daily.does anyone know how can i have more energy for my magick after those tiring work days..?
I would appreciate any tips.
Two things come to mind:
One and a good possibility. You just started a new job. This is often more exhausting then we realize, for all kinds of reasons, but mostly psychological. This can last some time. It should become less so as you get more comfortable with what you are doing in the new job.
The other is that at times we are achieving a new level in our spiritual work and just before we do stuff like this can happen. The BODY isn't too interested in this stuff, it is an animal and doesn't much like discipline. The body would prefer you were asleep, and it has as much gratification as possible. It will do what you describe. For a year at least when I would sit to meditate my head would get blocked up and I could not breath. It would happen the instant I would sit. I just had to be persistent. Once I broke through it never happened again that was over 30 yrs ago.
Anyway points to consider. I would say it is most likely the first point.
Krell