Angels & Demons, I want the real truth Options

All through history there's been things talking about how Lilith, our ancestor Adam's first wife was demonized because she did not want to be under Adam than being on top. She was considered good one day and evil the next. She makes boy during puberty have wet dreams. So far I heard other stuff that the reason why she has sex with younger boys is to bring them in to the heavens. And maybe that's my problem on the other topic. But the real question is: Since I'm a Catholic I've been taught that her and Lucifer are the most sinister beings on the planet to humans. I want to know is are the set to destory me, you and the rest of the planet or again as usual someone is lying to us. Are demons evil and subject to destroy are not? Because for someone reason everything I've been taught as a kid is fool of shit ass lies. Sorry for vulgar. but it seems that I have to reteach my brain how to destory lies and to accept the real truth.

I think I just figure something else out if humans are descendants of gods and are related to them, then we are gods. I found that Enki(Samael)'s descendant Kalimath married Seth our ancestor who was also some guardian of the Holy Mountain. Then the other thing is that Kabbalah was given to us by a supreme god for us to bend reality and nature as we want. By just using his names and we arrange it to affect the world the way I want. Even if somebody disagrees at this forum, to my own understanding we are gods and that we were also created by gods. I think my understanding shed's some light on who we are I think.