All right. For the others in this forum, I will respond to a couple of your "questions."
I never said I knew everyone involved in Enochian magick. What I said, tongue in cheek, was that if they had internet access I'd probably talked to them. I have been on the internet since 1984 (how old were you then?) and have been talking about magick all of that time. If I misled anyone into thinking that I've talked to everyone involved in Enochian magick, I apologize; that was not my intent.
Secondly, I will ask you a question: Have you ever taken LSD or eaten peyote cactus or psyllocibin mushrooms? If you have then you might be able to understand the type of experience I had September 30 - October 1, 2007. It was as if I had gotten "stuck" in astral and was unable to find my way out. It might be compared to a "bad trip," if you are familiar with that term. I assure you, however, that I had not taken any entheogens or hallucinogenics of any kind. I have been involved in astral work since the 1982 and have never had an experience like this before that incident or after. I will not discuss what occurred during those hours I was 'out to lunch' in astral, but after coming out of it I was weak and feverish. My wife took me to the doctor and the rest is ... as they say ...
What happened to me was a result of the powerful forces I unleashed over the period of a week of workings (September 24 thru October 1 -- that was the plan, anyway). It was a BABALON working of my own devising, which involved the skrying of eight different Aethyrs (you can read all about the planned working on my blog). As I stated earlier, I have been involved in Ceremonial magick for over 30 years, as a member of several different orders, and have learned all about ritual banishings and proper clearing of ritual space (and proper preparation of the vehicle -- though I was exhausted from the previous 7 days of magickal operations).
I took offense to your insinuation that I have an "inability to cope." I have been through a lot in my life, a veteran of the Viet-Nam era, an ordained minister (Lutheran), a data center manager and systems engineer (not all at the same time), and I have coped admirably through all this (not one time was I hospitalized for mental illness). The BABALON working, however, was quite unsettling; at least I didn't blow up my house (like Jack Parsons).
That is all I'm saying on this subject. Let's all talk about something else.
Light, Life, and Love
Neshamah
This post has been edited by Neshamah: Jul 28 2008, 08:39 PM
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