Influencing External Vs Internal Change Options

Over the years I seem to have gotten fairly good at using magick to bring about favourable circumstances in my life. Jobs, money, partners, etc. Nothing spectacular, my results could be written off as coincidences but once you get a certain amount of "coincidences" you start to realise that perhaps they aren't really coincidences... But, as a sufferer of mild anxiety and depression, I have often tried to use magick to influence my internal climate, with very little success.

Lately I have been using my daily practice of the LBRP to influence my life. When invoking the archangels, I will talk to them and ask them to grant me small favours... The results have been quite impressive when it comes to external events (one example of many is that I had problems with my feelings for a workmate. It was problematic because I had a boyfriend, and the situation had been bad for quite some time. I asked the archangels for help, and the very same day, he got fired! Which isn't as bad as it sounds for him as he was getting quite tired of wokring there anyway, and from conversations I had with him afterwards it seemed that him getting fired - or rather, being asked to resign, but with good references - had worked out in his favour. This is just one example fo the "coincidences" I've had). Yet I have hardly had any success at all in alleviating my anxiety, depression, or my moderate substance abuse through the use of the LBRP or any magick at all!

Any similar experiences? Advice, theories, etc?

'the man' is very good at trapping us into not doing our life missions through the use of substances engineered to work with our chemical receptors and keep us down and firmly under his thumb

having righteous anger at the man and his bastard slaves for making the trapping chemicals in the first place is a good answer

change yourself to change reality

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'the man' is very good at trapping us into not doing our life missions through the use of substances engineered to work with our chemical receptors and keep us down and firmly under his thumb

having righteous anger at the man and his bastard slaves for making the trapping chemicals in the first place is a good answer

change yourself to change reality

es

I would have killed myself without medication because of actual proven problems in my biochemistry. Holding stones, sitting silently and sniffing herbs wont change my biochemistry. I don’t see how “the man” aka some random rich white dude is controlling me. In fact its helping me achieve things as a minority its something the man wouldn‘t like. I’m really not a fan of these racist “the man” conspiracy crap. (IMG:style_emoticons/default/badmood.gif)