Influencing External Vs Internal Change Options

Over the years I seem to have gotten fairly good at using magick to bring about favourable circumstances in my life. Jobs, money, partners, etc. Nothing spectacular, my results could be written off as coincidences but once you get a certain amount of "coincidences" you start to realise that perhaps they aren't really coincidences... But, as a sufferer of mild anxiety and depression, I have often tried to use magick to influence my internal climate, with very little success.

Lately I have been using my daily practice of the LBRP to influence my life. When invoking the archangels, I will talk to them and ask them to grant me small favours... The results have been quite impressive when it comes to external events (one example of many is that I had problems with my feelings for a workmate. It was problematic because I had a boyfriend, and the situation had been bad for quite some time. I asked the archangels for help, and the very same day, he got fired! Which isn't as bad as it sounds for him as he was getting quite tired of wokring there anyway, and from conversations I had with him afterwards it seemed that him getting fired - or rather, being asked to resign, but with good references - had worked out in his favour. This is just one example fo the "coincidences" I've had). Yet I have hardly had any success at all in alleviating my anxiety, depression, or my moderate substance abuse through the use of the LBRP or any magick at all!

Any similar experiences? Advice, theories, etc?

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the most basic of lessons is the one we have the hardest time learning isn't it? hun, all you need is patience. its the harder of the lessons but when it clicks its the easiest to do. you don't need magick for any of the things your tryna do. the inner clutter is gonna go with time. trust me i know. magick might take it away but there will be more down the line. the best way to get rid of a problem is to let it leave of its own accord. its the thing that doesn't make sense but does. if a kid is being a pest what do you do? if it's a kid you don't know do you strike them? do you love them and try to talk to them in a friendly way? if it doesn't work then what? ignore them? or do you just know their there accept it and let themselves tire out get bored and go away. patience is a virtue for a reason. it's the thing NONE of us wanna do and the thing all of us should to make this world a better place. it's simple. do me a favor:

leave the problems alone for a while. know they are there don't ignore them, just let them do their thing. if in a month their still there come back and talk about what specifically is wrong cuz they should be evidently clear by then what the real problem is... don't come back a sec. before unless they are gone. can your try this? if it don't work what do you have to lose?

if anyone objects with this please let me know so i can defend my case but im sure you'll see i'm correct in this, patience is what we could all use and let this be that reminder (IMG:style_emoticons/default/victory.gif)