QUOTE(asimon2008 @ Nov 7 2008, 08:58 PM)
When I was referring to that website I just wanted to find out if it was evil or not. Apparently, it is and finally someone like you answered the question. I heard people say that their is a secret name of God and that our ancestor Lilith said it. I am interested in spiritual satanism because some reason whenever I indulge in to things that my family, or religion says that it'll corrupt you it is so evil. Like for example as a Catholic my priest always talk about that sex is so sinful and you must control the desires. If I was rude I would have said I'll stop thinking about those hot girls at my catholic high school who are white and have nice asses if you stop beating you f@Cking dick. He always has something to say that he thinks is ultimately evil. Now if I want to spiritual satanism as a catholic where do I began? Okay, I don't want to side sound ignorant but the magick is it that I can do anything that I want . Like if I wanted to have randomly some chick come to my house. I don't mean by forcing her but it since like the law of attraction if you think about something long enough and have faith that you'll get it you'll have it. But if I do learn this it will be more than just woman. The only reason why I am so curious is because I have always been to me that something supernatural is always been around me sometimes. I have intances like one time when i was a little boy I woke up one morning and something said in a loud voice and with care that i'll be in trouble today. I still can't get over it. Or when one night I was in a nightmare and something was on top me for a few seconds that said that I won't win. But the recent thing in the last 2 months was in another dream it felt as though some slithering snake was slipping up to my head(it wasn't kunalini). When I woke up I was scared or when I was at my grandma's this summer and i had prayed to Lilith( now knowing that I shouldn't). After I prayed to Lilith, this was after all those incidents in another thread that I made when I had those sexual adventures at night. Now back to the story, after I had got into bed and 30 minutes I suppose had passed I felt my body was becoming numb and that something grabbed my arm not like violently but you just grabbed it and then I was all brave and I went "Who goes there" nobody answers but then it comes back I can feel something on top me I have to admit having sex with me. So then I get out a bed again,"Who goes there" nobody answers. So after a while I fall asleep and no bad dreams happen. No bad dreams have happen since. As a matter of fact, I don't think I can dream any more, because it seems that my life is at default. I can't cisualize like it is there. I can day dream but when I close my eyes it's only but darkness literal darkness nothing. The other reason why I want to use magick for to get back at someone and just to let you know it's not to kill someone. I heard incidents of some idiot wanted to kill someone and someone he love died instead of the person he hated. It's something really minor and it has nothing to do with killing. So i putting my foot down on this if anyone asks. But the ultimate reason I want to try this out is to have fun but I know I have to be responsible with this magick and I hear you. Is this site and forums is about esoteric knowledge then I am up for it because my people(every human on this planet) must look to each other as one. THe only reason why I was acting mad about some people need to be destroyed is because I seen the movie Zeitgeist and Zeitgeist 2. These 2 movies hit me in the head like never before I have never seen manipulation at work as money, and politics. Religion is easy to point out that they fakers because they all talk about they have revelations from God, gods, or no god and that they superior than the other. please tell me on the sacred-magick.com website what must I do as a beginner to start. PLEASE
step 1: Determine whether or not spiritual satanism is going to be your path. Feel it with your emotions. Feel it with your heart. If yes, move to step 2
Step 2: Read the JOS Website and study it with a spoonful of salt (that is an expression, btw, just in case you may have not known)
step 3: Without associating with the JOS organization, choose a demon to associate with
step 4: Be ready for your solitary path, double check what you know, throw out every political and/or conspiracy BS the JOS says, and JUMP right into it. That is the only real way to get into a real spiritual satanist experience.
Step 5: Keep working at it. Keep practicing. Keep meditating.
Step 6: Keep grounded. only with feet firmly on the ground can a head in the clouds be safe.
Step 7: Revel in your power as you define your own path of good and evil by your own standards.
Step 8: Rejoice in knowing that you are your own person, and your path led you to self-empowerment.
Step 9: Thank the Goetic demons/gods for being friends and guides through your journey.
Final Step: Remember this key always-- Fear is the enemy. Fear is the mind-killer. Fear is subtle. Fear will destroy you. Make your reality be grounded in love, not fear.
Zeitgeist, as much as I respect them for their free press agenda, works from a stance of fear, which takes whatever respect I had for them and multiplies it by 0. I cannot believe a thing they say until they make their tone more informative and less fear-mongering.
People act stupid out of fear of something. Never study magick, throw a spell, or develop yourself while motivated by fear.
I wish I had a Yoda smiley so I can put that beside, "Fear is the path to the dark side of the force." And by dark side, I don't mean satanism, I mean total oblivion of self and others. In this metaphor, satanism is just a complimentary opposite of the light-- the shadow. The dark is a total absence of light. No shadows exist in complete darkness, friend. Consider these words of wisdom.
Good luck.
This post has been edited by Xenomancer: Nov 8 2008, 02:28 PM