Is It For Me? Options

Personally, i cannot purchase any occult materials.

i am a minor, and living with my family, i know they would disapprove.

books are different. i can read all the books i want, but they are almost always ceremonial.

Ceremonial seems to be the most widely practiced path, and easiest to get into, but i cannot purchase the equipment.

So it raises the question, is ceremonial magick for me?

lol, thanks bym and seeker.

I started meditating a long time ago and regularly engage in chakra meditations/ elemental meditations/ middle pillar, etc

this is my third topic, and have been interested in magick since i could speak.

the main purpose of the topic is:

I have been studying and practicing for a while, and would like to at least take my first step into a true path.

the majority of the sources i have are on Ceremonial, but have no access to the equipment or anything.

so is this path a good one for me?

WELL okay, maybe it's not, but there aren't very many paths.

from what i can tell, all magick can be divided into ceremonial and chaos, but i haven't found much info on chaos past sigils/servitors