I wouldn't say it was immoral. What I would say is that it was a childish act, wrought from petty emotions overcoming your common sense. Unless this woman made an attempt on your life, this act was proportionatly unjust, she might have been killed. Morality is the code of beings incapable of judging the nature of their actions objectively, from a higher perspective, where morality is simply the material consequence of balanced forces in higher planes.
We should be able to transmute those negative energies directed towards us. You may feel you took your vengeance on this woman, but in reality she controlled you - her energy triggered a reactionary shift in your energy, and you gave into it. Whether this was her intended outcome or not is immaterial - the fact remains that you magically acted out the equivalent of punching her, which lacks couthe, civility, arte, or intellect.
You have a lot to learn.
As to the definition and use of necromancy - Personally I believe that if it does not include communion with departed spirits, or the various angels/spirits which facilitate the process of transformation we call Dying, then it is not necromancy. Death energy, from the perspective of an energy worker, is an erroneous term. Death is an operation of energy rather than a specific energy itself. Like the "minus" side of an electromagnetic bipole. You could say it is the energy of transition, but it is more broad and encompassing than 'death'. That's just my own perspective of course. Most necromancy still involved the invocation of higher forces via formulae, the exaltation of the appropriate reagents, etc., so to me it's always seemed to be just a division of ceremonial magic directed towards the underworld-equivalent planes rather than the elemental, or planetary planes.
However, my own experience with the practice of necromancy is severely limited - I dabbled briefly a few years ago and never found much need for it since.
peace
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The world is complicated - that which makes it up is elegantly simplistic, but infinitely versatile.
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