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davisxmonster
post Jan 20 2009, 04:12 PM
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Sigh.

I have been thinking about why i dont like where my life is.

I posted a topic motivation, thinking im too lazy.

i just wanted to avoid the simple truth.

I FAIL.

If soul's were eggs, mine would be a cracked easter egg filled with puss.

I cant keep a connversation.

i have no focus.

i put max effort into everything and maintain a positive attidude, and even add assistance with magic.

the magic fails.

i fail.

If i was a tarrot card i'd be the fool, devoid of any positive or negative qualities.

im just there,

a waste.


no one respects me.

no matter how much i respect myself.

its all in vain.

if you cant walk the walk, then talking the talk is just a load.

I try i try.

ive been training my body relentlessly

my spirit magically.

but im still to slow.

soul just stagnates and dies.

i was rejected by every girl i asked out.

most of them reply as if i was less than human.

I dont get picked last for sports because i dont even get picked.

even when the gym teachers are picking teams they leave me out.

my retarded classmate looks at me as if i was a circus freak.

because i am one.

effort and a positive attitude dont mean anything.

If they did then i would have seen the results ive been working on since i was a child.

but i never will.

thats the way the world works.

i see that now.

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post Feb 16 2009, 11:38 PM
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Fast results rarely exist in such matters. Time, experience and a mature attitude will build you into a confident person. But it is a process that takes years. That doesn't mean there is no hope. In fact to the contrary it means there is nothing but hope - unless you delve back into a state of stagnation and allow yourself to get stuch there.


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davisxmonster   Depression   Jan 20 2009, 04:12 PM
davisxmonster   If a positive attitude and determination never gav...   Jan 20 2009, 06:17 PM
+ Kinjo -   It wont happen until you DO something about it. Co...   Jan 20 2009, 07:00 PM
The Sorceress   oh, and you do not "ask" a girl to go o...   Feb 1 2009, 07:00 AM
+ Kinjo -   Cool down woman... :D This is purely guys talk as ...   Feb 3 2009, 02:23 PM
The Sorceress   Ok, this is getting ridiculous... and I'm blu...   Feb 4 2009, 01:34 AM
davisxmonster   Thanks kinjo. that straight to the point and real...   Jan 20 2009, 07:06 PM
+ Kinjo -   What sets people from another is their way of thin...   Jan 21 2009, 12:55 AM
Darkmage   No matter how you look, they need a man who WILL ...   Jan 21 2009, 01:26 AM
+ Kinjo -   Thank you Darkmage for filling in the crucial blan...   Jan 21 2009, 03:59 AM
Darkmage   Likewise, there are just as many strong women ou...   Jan 21 2009, 07:20 AM
davisxmonster   ? develop a strong character? What? Somehow this...   Jan 21 2009, 04:31 PM
+ Kinjo -   edit 2 what tony robbins book are you reffering...   Jan 22 2009, 01:29 AM
al_zaine   You remind me alot of myself Davisxmonster. You cr...   Jan 22 2009, 11:35 AM
+ Kinjo -   [b]Developing A Great Character By: Brian Tracy [...   Jan 26 2009, 02:23 AM
davisxmonster   Thanks for all the help everyone. i picked up the...   Jan 26 2009, 07:11 PM
Goibniu   Davisxmonster People here are making suggestions ...   Jan 26 2009, 11:05 PM
Akyana   . I think Davisxmonster is on the very right path ...   Jan 30 2009, 03:49 PM
Bb3   I do believe all woman across cultures and race...   Feb 3 2009, 03:40 AM
Acid09   I'm with Goibniu. Davisxmonster, you can eithe...   Feb 5 2009, 10:34 PM
davisxmonster   IM NOT DEPRESSED ANYMORE :( but i would like to a...   Feb 15 2009, 09:25 PM

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