Lustfull Bonds, lust... Options

well its not sex im addicted to, nor should i use the words addiction, or the act of vile and disgusting acts humans can perform...but rather the energy i woman exhibits being completely unclothed. phiscally spiritually,m,,,,why jsut the other night his girl was all up in my grill and yes my friends it was a turn off...she merely wanted my phiscal body...its as if every girl i meet who is naked inside i fall madly in love with, not the love where you stalk them, not the love where you can't get them out of your minds, but the love that burns inside your stomach, eating you untill their skin touches yours, its almost a curse i've been born and breed with with, and only now i am figuring out how to make it a gift....the point of this topic is, does this happen to anyone else.? this is by no means a egoteric issue, i have no pride in this weird phenomonin, i only acknowlege its existance withing me, and within others,,,i think...so spill me your thoughts


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Although I understand the desire to understand oneself, and what makes our insides do what they do, I can say with reasonable certainty that this is primarily a hormonal thing.

That isn't to say that hormones don't influence our energy and visa versa, the two are reciprocal, so there is something energetic going on at the same time. However, this phenomenon is fairly universal to young people in general, less so in older people. I'm saying that its basically a teenage thing, so enjoy it while it lasts, or begin some practice to keep yourself youthful, like qigong, tai chi, etc. Some taoist sexual alchemy practices can help ignite these kinds of feelings later on as well, desire tends to wane with age.

A particularly unique phenomenon though, or metaphysically significant in the sense that it is outside the norm behaviorally, it is not. The fact that it is less about physical sex/looks or whatever, is a good thing and shows a degree of psychological maturity, but doesn't make it 'psychic'.

peace