Lustfull Bonds, lust... Options

well its not sex im addicted to, nor should i use the words addiction, or the act of vile and disgusting acts humans can perform...but rather the energy i woman exhibits being completely unclothed. phiscally spiritually,m,,,,why jsut the other night his girl was all up in my grill and yes my friends it was a turn off...she merely wanted my phiscal body...its as if every girl i meet who is naked inside i fall madly in love with, not the love where you stalk them, not the love where you can't get them out of your minds, but the love that burns inside your stomach, eating you untill their skin touches yours, its almost a curse i've been born and breed with with, and only now i am figuring out how to make it a gift....the point of this topic is, does this happen to anyone else.? this is by no means a egoteric issue, i have no pride in this weird phenomonin, i only acknowlege its existance withing me, and within others,,,i think...so spill me your thoughts


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there are millions of ways of expressing love with another person, i've never had sex so i can't tell you about the phisycal pleasure it brings, but personallyl yeah i've had experiances, dancing, moving, chanting, i duno, all feel so close, so connected, i dont think you need to break aphysical barrior to do so although i'm sure you can, so why have sex? cuz its fun? i duno, it seems like the only point would be to create a child, the great feeling is like a biproduct of it lol? not sure, but it reminds of a line from spiderma "with great power comes great responsibility, just because you can, does it mean you should? the devil/evil one/tempter is quiet the trickster, im sure if i find my female counterpart i'll share with her my body as well as soul, but i can find a reason to love everywoman? ah life is very confusing, untill i find the lady who treads warm love through my nightmares i will remain unscathed by another, not to say i havn't commited my fair share of sins.

being naked rocks