esoterica,
i find it a little surprising that you experience 'withdrawal' symptoms from these experiments, if you'd care to elaborate i'd be interested to hear more.
it seems unusual to me as i (and most others i know) don't experience any symptoms like that when exogenous dmt is used, it makes me wonder what the difference is... would i experience the same if i tried dmt multiple times in a short period? or is it the result of other endogenous chemicals (ie stressors) that are absent with exogenous administration? is it purely your ritual set and setting? rhetorical questions really, just thinking out loud.
ime and what i've seen, i would say it is more typical that someone have improved sex drive and mood stability following dmt, i know that has been the case for me a number of times (it's like hitting reboot most of the time for me, clears out the mental garbage and reminds me what's really important in life, and usually dont feel like going back anytime soon haha) only negative reactions i know seem mostly psychological, more related to an inability to ground/integrate the lesson/experience rather than a 'bad comedown' or anything. every body is very different tho, just find this interesting
without encouraging illegal activities (lol), it would be great to hear your comparison of endogenous and exogenous dmt experiences. i've also wondered if using some herbs or nutrients could benefit your experiments - tryptophan, precursor for serotonin/melatonin/(dmt?) or MAO inhibitor herbs such as syrian rue or b caapi (MAOIs reduce the effect of endogenous MAOs - the enzyme responsible for deactivating mona amines such as dmt) usual precautions with using any such supplements of coarse
any particular qualities to the visions that seem unique to these experiences? would be interesting to compare against exo dmt also
anyway love ya work! enjoy your time away and i look forward to reading more of your posts in the future
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