A once close friend of mine took his own life nearly ten years ago ... I learnt from his Mum during a medium demonstration (in front of nearly fifty people) that 'Mike' (not his real name) had killed himself by throwing himself off a multi storey building ...
It was 'Mike' himself who'd made contact with me to pass on to his Mum in the audience ... unbeknown to me at first as I'd not seen 'Mike' for about five years ...
Anyway ... after passing on his survival after death proof to his Mum, the audience and myself, Mike has kept in contact with me.
He's made amends with me for falling out with me and spreading dirt (he wasn't into mystic things which me and his Mum were and he'd thought I was gay for being into it) ....
One of the many reasons he took his own life was his use of hard drugs and his realisation he'd made more mistakes than successes ...
Anyway ... his progression through various levels of the other dimensions have been perfectly signposted to me via his many contacts.
He has been treated kindly; he has been nursed through his personal torments and prepared for a 'parallel existence' to experience the lessons he was meant to on life .... incidentally he and many other suiciders stick together and the general consensus is that suiciders volunteer for the experience ... for family members and friends to feel what it is like to have someone close end their own life .... in fact it appears 'Mike' will be involved in an incarnation where an offspring will take their own life.
'Mike' has grown in energy from a rather miserable, nervous 'ex-friend' asking for forgiveness to a witty spirit who is quite knowledgeable on the quiet (he was a drop out and a bottom grader in life) ....
He has successfully called my name on this plane .... played a game of 'morse code' with me ... an early form of communication where he would tap a sound on a nearby table until I recognised it was him.
I have not been informed of any 'punishment' or 'forfeit' given to him by way of his suicide ... apparently the consensus is that the right of free will includes the choice of taking your own life.
I, personally, have been in the awful situation of attempting to take my own life on three occasions ... the last time filling my car with exhaust fumes .... it is not a nice thing to have to be faced with but I can vouch it is a scenario where there really is no other choice .... on this occasion I played 'Ascension' on the car tape player .... sat for two hours and had a huge OBE and then came back to a body with a serious headache ....
I have learned that it is generally those who know there is no such thing as 'death' that will take their own lives; 'Mike' I have learned is a 'suppressed old soul' who chose an incarnation with limited access to his over-self ... in order to be there for his retarded younger brother; his loving sister; his cruel father and his mediumistic mother ..... it was a family karma thing ... a family agreement that one of them would be 'lazy and the black sheep' ... during life this was what frustrated him ... and through hard drugs he apparently learnt to reach out to his true potential ... but it became too much for him.
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This post has been edited by Mr_Merlin: Jun 1 2005, 02:30 AM
The suicidal ones
ZmiriZ The suicidal ones Mar 24 2005, 08:57 PM
Mar 24 2005, 08:57 PM
