QUOTE(esoterica @ Sep 27 2009, 06:25 AM)
gak! - paugh! - damn you almost choked me, sjur! - maybe its a cm thing, but warn me next time, will ya? - howdy and welcome!, nice 1st post
i shy away from extremes like all light or all dark and walk the twilight path where everything just *is*, and isn't judged as this or that, but merely experienced
and i have escaped from 'normal', from conformity! - i am 'occult' as 'normal' society wouldn't understand my beliefs and try to kill me to make me conform
i prefer to be a hermit on the mountaintop, cloud-hidden, where-abouts unknown, and i try ever so hard to live in the invisible world as much as possible
i think, eat and even breathe outside the box whenever possible - that box that most are so comfortable in turns out to be a coffin, and you can die in there if you're not careful
as for the black magic versus the white magic, i can kill or i can cure, so? - is one so better than the other?
not everyone follows another's chosen path, or do you think all should leave their chosen path and teleport or something over to yours, because yours is the best path?
love without ego is the greatest achievement in the world - why do you think jesus died on the cross, but is buried in india?
the crucifixion of the ego-self, the extremely humbling trip being dragged by the hairs through the underworld, then the final resurrection of the true self
that true self that loves with any desire of it being returned
that is the greatest gift of all
enjoy,
es
wow,
defintetly a reply that which i cannot supercede in any way ( not that i would want or try to lol) (IMG:
style_emoticons/default/laugh.gif)
i believe every thing i would have tried to said was said by u and with that i await sjur's reply ( which i hope will be respectful as estoterica's)
though i will add ( i always add my two sense lol) that by light u mean????? besides love, wat do u mean by lite? and by not doing occult do u mean to say christianity? ( which began as a small cult before rising to religious "dominence" in rome while rome was mainly a polythestic ragan religion. if i remember correctly) or what other kind of religion??
from my experience with religons i have seen that both lite and dark exist with everyone of them,
whether it be in its teachings god and satan (or vice versa) or the elder gods or the ancient ones (or vice versa) or whatever else in the world.
also from my experience i have seen the light become a blind darkness with hopes and feelings of kindness and bliss and of good intentions, BUT it leads into pain, suffering and anguish for those recieving the light from the person wanting to "help them" this has been demonstrated throughout history..... anyways
thats my 2 sense lol
take care