Praying To God Options

yeah so i was thinking in the shower
not about magic
yet for some reason i had some sort of idea.

Is praying to god magic?
is it magic under the paradigm that if you ask this enigmatic being for a favor that he will reply and help with good faith?

and then i thought more?

isnt ordinary magic the exact same thing, except instead of asking a being
we tell the universe...
and in some cases we do ask a being
like in a summoning of a demon?

And if that's true, then if you replace God with universe in the bible, it is more like things were guided into place by fate, and not by a bearded sociopath?
and it becomes something entirely different?

idk really
i just dont think much about Christianity because i am not a christian at all so

whatever.

Its all well in good for me to think that its all in my head but when it happens. well. I start saying things like. you think some thing are evil on earth but you haven't seen evil until you've seen ancient and demonic supernatural evils. Its the darkest and most dreadful feeling to have that type of evil. its not from this world. its Darker than anything you can imagine. I remember a saying " there are more things in heaven and earth than you can possibly imagine."Do you think I just have a good capacity for things like this.

I don't use the psychological model to describe the spiritual world. I actually do really believe in the existence or good and evil spirits as well as a real God. I cant just shift it away because for me they are really there. Well God maybe teaching me a lesson or I may of spoken wrongly to an angel. I was talking to myself saying that God let free the evil angels upon the earth to deceive man after they were misusing the teachings of enoch. maybe I'm being punished.

I was thinking of more real methods to banish demons like asafetida herb or something. I may petition Archangel Michael with a nova candle on my alter. this is really an overkill but.
Form my Bad trip last night I need all the protection I can get (IMG:style_emoticons/default/sad.gif) Hopefully it doesn't happen again tonight.

I don't know. not believing in visions and calling them imagination is such a self deception for me. maybe I'm right when I say If you don't believe it. it cant hurt you.
Perhaps it is far more dangerous If you actually do believe in the existence of spirits. It can lead you to full beak downs much easier. Its good to be able to switch off and say. oh your not real. just imagining it. as a safety device to. I will try this next time but I think they will only laugh and mock me if it is evil spirits.

This post has been edited by xXDaemonReignXx: Nov 2 2009, 06:03 PM