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You think the bible seems different when we replace 'God' with 'The Universe'? Try taking 'God' out of it all together - then it's a long history of madmen, endless bloody war, murder, chauvanism, mutilation, and natural disasters. A lot less pretty, isn't it? Funny word, 'God', isn't it?
Yeah this is what I was thinking of before reaching out to conversation. Next time I will do banishing rituals and purification and meditation before doing something like this. even small and informal evocations without a mirror. I can still get negative results. at least If I go through all the processes I will feel stronger and more in control.
I'm taking a break from magick for a week anyway except for daily meditation and OBE work. Just to give my self a time to rest and recover.
I'm putting away the bible and the rosary and I'm not gonna be reading that for a while. IM gonna miss the rosary. it gives me a huge sense of calm but getting involved with the christian collective conciseness is not a good thing at the moment. to much fear of evil. the dark side is given real emphases in Christianity.
If I was satanist It wouldn't bother me and I would welcome such visions thus It would not happen as much because I would not be afraid and putting fuel in the fire with fear.