Help, i would like a little help from you all... Options

i dont know if this is posted in the right place, but i would really appreciate it if my more powerful acquaintances on this site would please find the time to do a little spell for me. i plan on going into the marines soon, but my life isn't taking the right direction. i need motivation. i need discipline. i need the motivation and direction to get through the rest of school, to become physically fit, to deny the things that are bad for me, and to either find my soulmate or come to terms with the fact that i might have to wait for her to come into my life. i'm poor, my trucks an absolute piece of shit( about to die on me actually), i'm depressed, and i realize that i don't have the power to fix everything at once. maybe that's a bit much to put into one spell, but if any of you could help me i would not only greatly appreciate it, i would be indebted to you. i could do some minor spells for whoever decides to help me. those of you who know you could help, please consider it. (vagrant dreamer, if knowledge is power, your help would be AWESOME.) and again, please. obviously i don't expect everything to be done for me. if you have any spells or tips for spells or just life in general i would appreciate that as well. herbs, stones, talismans, mantras, anything you can think of for me. even if you don't do anything for me, thanks for at least reading this.

ah, suffering! - the curse of duality, and the illusion of mundane comfort and wealth

no spells, since only you can fix you - even suicide is useless because you will reincarnate into the same impossible circumstances

realize that what you think you desire (money, love, etc) is dictated by the illusions spun by those who want you to buy what they are selling you - the right girl, the right beer, the right car, debt and leveraging you debt, a house and a mortgage, wedded bliss, fighting, war, conflict, resolution, closure, insurance, burial, heaven, a final death of the soul - all are illusions of mundane comfort - they don't exist but they exert tremendous pressure on your mind to conform and submit and go along with the illusion - it makes me sad sometimes seeing people buying into the illusion so wholeheartedly, thinking that is what life is about

determine what it is your true self, the eternal soul awareness that is the real you, wants you to be doing - i would suggest the simplest form of all self-hypgnosis, delving deep into your subconscious looking for the meaning of this new incarnation of yours - you have a task to perform, simply determine what it is by asking yourself while in hypgnosis - it may not be very well formed yet as some of the players might not even be incarnated yet, but you can get the general idea

develop a second self that does what the subliminal instruction means for you to do (which is what most magicians do, that way they can still function within the illusion)

or go for it and rebuild yourself utterly to be what your subconscious is telling you to be, but the illusion will resent that and try to stop you at every turn

^^^^
this!
what she said.