Need A Little Insight To Hate. Options

First off im not sure were this would go in the forums if here at all. But i would like to ask i can sort of read energys (auras) of people and i have a green aura which is usally indicated as healing. What does this matter you ask well my personality is i wont fight i never become angry with anyone i do get angry but never with someone. But whenever someone hints at fighting i start to shake like a leaf on a tree. I cant even watch tv that has violence in it. I try to always maintain a loving vibration but that is hard in this world consumed in hate. So why is it that violence is so nerve racking to me? I was just wondering if anyone could help me with this is this a good thing or bad?

Thanks for any responses in advance...

First off im not sure were this would go in the forums if here at all. But i would like to ask i can sort of read energys (auras) of people and i have a green aura which is usally indicated as healing. What does this matter you ask well my personality is i wont fight i never become angry with anyone i do get angry but never with someone. But whenever someone hints at fighting i start to shake like a leaf on a tree. I cant even watch tv that has violence in it. I try to always maintain a loving vibration but that is hard in this world consumed in hate. So why is it that violence is so nerve racking to me? I was just wondering if anyone could help me with this is this a good thing or bad?

Thanks for any responses in advance...

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