Need A Little Insight To Hate. Options

First off im not sure were this would go in the forums if here at all. But i would like to ask i can sort of read energys (auras) of people and i have a green aura which is usally indicated as healing. What does this matter you ask well my personality is i wont fight i never become angry with anyone i do get angry but never with someone. But whenever someone hints at fighting i start to shake like a leaf on a tree. I cant even watch tv that has violence in it. I try to always maintain a loving vibration but that is hard in this world consumed in hate. So why is it that violence is so nerve racking to me? I was just wondering if anyone could help me with this is this a good thing or bad?

Thanks for any responses in advance...

Thank you all for the post Specially esoterica.This was very insightful. And to anwser your question i have never hurt anyone with magick i am not developed enough in my abilities yet but i am learning more everyday. I have tried to step back out of this materialization world and into the higher realms (5th dimension). So far no luck but im in no rush. But i understand to ascend into those realms one must maintain a loving vibration. But again this is hard due to the media for one and me i am only 16 so i have to deal with the ignorance and childish acts of teens today well most of them there are those few who act like there civilized but not easily found (IMG:style_emoticons/default/06.gif) . But agin thanks for post and to any future post that may be put here are appreciated.

O and good luck with ski trip. (IMG:style_emoticons/default/insane.gif)

This post has been edited by grim789: Dec 31 2009, 05:20 AM