Need A Little Insight To Hate. Options

First off im not sure were this would go in the forums if here at all. But i would like to ask i can sort of read energys (auras) of people and i have a green aura which is usally indicated as healing. What does this matter you ask well my personality is i wont fight i never become angry with anyone i do get angry but never with someone. But whenever someone hints at fighting i start to shake like a leaf on a tree. I cant even watch tv that has violence in it. I try to always maintain a loving vibration but that is hard in this world consumed in hate. So why is it that violence is so nerve racking to me? I was just wondering if anyone could help me with this is this a good thing or bad?

Thanks for any responses in advance...

There are different forms of courage. Physical courage in the face of violence is only one kind. The courage to stand up for your beliefs, the courage to endure hardships, the courage to be honest with yourself as well as with others, are all equally important. None of us have all of the forms of courage.