Am I Being Asked For Help?, MAY BE CONFRONTING ENTER AT OWN RISK Options

I have had a few dreams lately that have all linked to this one girl. Her name I have learned is Gotzpha. (However, when I researched as much as I could nothing came up.)

Through many dreams I have had I learned that she was the daughter of a priestess of a church that all worship Gotzpha. However she is always forced to wear a floor length veil covering herself as her mother is ashamed of her looks. When the veil catches the light you can vaguely see through it. Her arms are covered in a dark hair. Her face is grotesque and almost monkey like and her teeth stick out of her face. She is wearing an old wedding dress. When the veil catches the light you can vaguely see her face. She is not happy.

In a later dream I learned that she was a rape victim. A group of boys held her down and assaulted her because they hated her because she was "a freak". In one dream I saw it through her eyes, she was afraid but she didn't know what was actually happening as she was dazed and confused.

Her sister on the other hand, was a dancer in a cabaret who had left the family as she felt the mother was insane.

Not once in any of my dreams did she talk... Until recently. I moved into a new house. I had checked the whole place out.

One night I heard someone calling out in the night so I left my bedroom. I reached the top of the stairs and just heard someone yelling and chanting "AREAL EXISTS" over and over again. It was Gotzpha and she was stanging at the bottom of my stairs pointing to a cupboard on the side of the stairwell. She seemed frantic and she just kept repeating the words until the cupboard opened and out came this girl... She was all wet and she was dragging herself along the ground on her two hands... her legs had been crippled and mutilated. I could tell she had angry and negative energy surrounding her. Her skin was streaked with grey stains and she was naked.

I just froze and then I woke up in my own bed.

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The next morning I checked and the cupboard WAS at the bottom of my stairs (I had walked past multiple times and never once saw it before that dream) and ever since then my house has this slight tingle of negative energy.

Is my mind just playing a sick joke on me? Has anyone ever heard of an entity named "Gotzpha" or "Areal"? Is she asking me for help? Any light on the subject that could help is appreciated.

<<Whisperling>>

Unsuccessful troll is unsuccessful.

Still, though, good try, putting a copypasta like that in this forum.

This post has been edited by Xenomancer: Feb 28 2010, 11:15 AM

Voluntas: Yes, this thought about just my mind playing tricks has come up for me too, however it happened to be multiple dreams about the "Gotzpha" girl.
The reason it comes up in google is because I posted it where many people would see (ie: the /x/ board) so I could at least get a lead but of course, it wasn't until AFTER I'd posted it I realised the error of my ways!

Unsuccessful troll is unsuccessful.

Still, though, good try, putting a copypasta like that in this forum.

Xenomancer (IMG:style_emoticons/default/groan.gif) ... it was ME who has posted that on /x/. I thought that perhaps I might have been able to get answers since so many people go on there. Obviously to no avail and there were no leads just people telling me I was a troll when I'm not and I genuinely want answers. (IMG:style_emoticons/default/doh.gif) (IMG:style_emoticons/default/doh.gif) (IMG:style_emoticons/default/doh.gif)

I posted it again at a different time... hoping that a new audience of people might be able to shed some light but then I just recieved a chorus of "OMG HURRR COPYPASTA LLOLO UR TRAWLIN HUR"

Then I decided maybe I should ask some intelligent people who aren't part of the surging backwash of the internet who are actually willing to help, know what they're talking about and are capable of independent thought... Hence one of the reasons why I came to Sacred Majick.

Still, though, good try, not realising that maybe im not a troll.

Edit: eck! Sorry if I seem rude or catty... it's just I'm sick of people dismissing me as some kind of "troll" doing things for the "lolz" when in fact this dream DID occur. It was lucid and reoccuring (in different situations every time... each time unravelling more about the girl.) It's just been hanging over me like a black cloud and I don't think I'll forget this dream any time soon. I just want clarity and all anyone does is brush me off.

This post has been edited by Whisperling: Feb 28 2010, 09:15 PM