Hateful, Psychopathic Servitors Options

Alright, lets get down to it. I seem to have a problem, no matter how I try all of my servitors that I personally create, try to kill me. Usually within a few minutes to an hour of their creation. They either attempt to attack me or hurt me in some manner, I find it quite unsettling. Both because I am a powerful magickian and because I can take the greatest care in creating them, with the intention of them being my guardian/companion/etc.

I originally started with creating automoton like servitors as guards against spirits or unwanted intruders in my room. Soon however, almost at the moment of programming and release, they would turn on me with whatever weapons I gave them and attempt to attack me.

My current record of time between creation and one turning on me was roughly three hours. I took great care creating this one making sure that it would have its own personality, thoughts, and rules in its operation. I made it to be a noble spirit/creation that would do my bidding, and yet it turned on me although in this case it caused a minor toothache before I destroyed it.

I made another one today as well, it took nearly thirty minutes for me to begin to sense malicious intent it was brewing towards me. Currently it is sitting in its housing doing nothing, I have stripped it of all its programming, power, personality, intellect, and free will. Mostly just leaving it a blank slate. I intend to reprogram it and have it simply told to appear in my dream tonight, after which it will return to its housing. I am starting to think this may be a reaction to outside influences, someone in my area (most likely my house) holding deep seated hatred of me, this is all the more disturbing since the only ones in the area at all the times I attempt to create a servitor are my parents. Perhaps it is that I give them humanoid appearances, and have a deep brewing hatred of humanity as a whole that causes this, ohwell.

I suppose I will just end this before it grows any longer, I hope one of you can help me with this problem, dont get me wrong, they make great spiritual soldiers and revenants as long as I maintain willful control and keep the commands simple, but ... the uses for soldiers and revenants are.. limited, especially since I got out of the spiritual warfare game a while ago.

Greetings.
I will make this plain and simple. STOP making servitors!!!!!!
There are a multitude of reasons for this, and you've answered your own question(s).

Perhaps it is that I give them humanoid appearances, and have a deep brewing hatred of humanity as a whole that causes this, ohwell.

You're sabotaging your own act at the inception.
Look....one of the greatest rules that one needs to pound into their brains, especially, when dealing with 'Magic', is KNOW THYSELF!!!!!!!
I get criticized by all you younger people for trying to pound this in...but, what the hell, you guys know it all. NOT. None, and here I emphasize, None of you are 'great magic(k)ians at your age.
That takes time AND experience!

Listen: I am NOT telling you that you will never be 'great magic(k)ians' but you-all need to get a grip! NO...not necessarily YOU in particular! Learn how to breathe properly, know thyself (this includes you physically AND mentally), learn some basic meditation techniques, learn how energy works for various different states AND applications and....again I emphasize, learn when to shut up and just LISTEN! Some of you are exceptionally gifted but that doesn't mean you are better, more advanced, or entitled to special considerations.

Ask yourself the question, "why do I need to make servitors?" Do your own dirty-work. First remember this about servitors... Servitors are created by YOU. They represent a piece of YOU. They are formed from your mindstuff. They are living embodiments of YOUR mind/thoughts. Think about this! This is why it is IMPOSSIBLE to create something that is bigger, stronger, more intelligent than yourself! In time it may become more but it is, thank the gods, a self-limiting system! This is basic stuff. Learn.
The Rant of the Terrible, Nasty, Old Man is done. Get rid of the servitors until you learn who and what you are. Making babies calls for much responsibility. (IMG:style_emoticons/default/lightning.gif)