For me, she simply arrived one day. Perhaps three. It was really nice. Quiet, observant, but not introspective. I don't get along with a large amount of egregores; most of them don't like cynical, contract-editing, body bound sentients who'll refer to another egregore if his requests are refused.
I feel that in a sense, she's entering a state of hibernation. I remember her making a point that all gods are incarnations of other aspects of each other. Erzule is alike Venus, as Mars is alike a later egregore, Guan Gong. In that sense, they don't actually fade as individuals; they're all different protrusions of the divine source.
She's like many other gods, she won't appear if she does not see the necessity to. English is a brash language, but its the only one I know best, so I'll probably elaborate and say that the weather does not exist as a necessity to us, it simply exists.
I don't know who you are, and what you are, but I know with a lot of egregores, they'll fling a 'oh hey, hold on' and sometimes people don't listen. Its like a psychic who calls down a dead guy but can't see them et cetera. Dunno if that helped
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