Non-magical People, grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!! Options

i probably said this before, but don't you just cringe and turn all blue when somebody totally ignores the invisible that freaking jumping up and down right in front of them?

its like they think there is nothing here but here - pitiful, and nauseating

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I'm going to be blunt, and I'm going to be cruel. But I am one human among the ocean of all of us.

It's your imagination. Most things are. Most of these things are psychosomatic, and you only want to believe them to feel special.

My life the last few years has been utterly bizarre. A bunch of odd, sort of 'metaphorical' synchonicities...

That would be because you're a concept thinker and you see them applied everywhere else. I do it. Most people who are dreamers do it. We think that the world surrounds us, and that's only natural because we're very much snotty little kids having not seen any of the world (I'm also eighteen.)

I remember going into an altered mental state sometime around tbe time when these odd synchonicities started happening. This was this author who wrote, (I'm grossly oversimplifying), that he could FEEL his thoughts as opposed to just thinking them through the ego. And that he thought he was divinely inspired with odd events happening through his life. And I thought his philosophical books were so amazing, so I tried to subsume my mind with his through his books, delving into my mind, reworking the libidinal forces within myself. Through my thoughts, I could feel something, that now oddly, sounds like description of the quantum universe.

The placebo affect is strong. Especially when it means you get to feel like you're magical.

To be positive, if everything is inherently based within the personal reality, than there isn't anything wrong with this at all. Man craves worth. Man also craves a lot of other things. But most of all, man craves truth. And frankly, if you think this is your truth, that it is most likely okay. Just remember that nobody will ever really, completely understand or care.

Your statement about feeling inter-dimensionality is pretty interesting. I've always thought that energy manipulation was interdimensional/interplanar energy manipulation, explaining why there's such a great cost for a physical reaction (heat, wind etc) from physical spells, whereas contruct and crowd control is alot easier (perhaps emoti-spiritual energies are the very energies we bend).

This post has been edited by kaboom13: May 21 2010, 01:53 PM