What Do You Use Magic For? Options

Magic: the art of producing a desired effect or result through the use of incantation or various other techniques that presumably assure human control of supernatural agencies or the forces of nature

In it's definition magic has endless possibilities....

does it?

For some strange reason. when i am thinking up "Incantation" or "various other techniques" I have trouble thinking up what to do.

"what exactly is the problem i'm facing now? How do i solve it?" are questions i ask,

but magic doesn't seem to come up as an answer often.

and when it does, i use my trusty tarrot deck and i get BAD RESULTS
BAD BAD BAD RESULTS

so the magic i do always ends up being pure white magic since everything else seems it would go bad.

that's pretty limited if you ask me.

Fast reactions, Kath!

To answer your questions, I would follow my current nihilistic viewpoint then. The ego is what chains us to subjectivity, and to be unchained, we are no longer existent as individuals. So, I feel that is basically impossible for an individual to really know. But at the same time, if I really could transcend my own existence, right now, I would love to in that state, with the degree of power exploded, do everything in my power to my dying breath to make the light burn brighter if it really could help everybody (if it could.)

But, as I think you said, that's really all speculation right now; we're guessing if the grass is greener on the other side right now.