How Can I Talk To Me Servitor? Options

I'm new to this forum so please bare with me. I created an entity, and am having trouble talking to him. I can't hear him or be sure that what I'm hearing is him. I also can't tell him apart from other entities.

Does anyone know how I can communicate with him? Or figure out which entity around me is him? At one point I thought I knew which one was him, but then I wasn't sure and that entity left, which my servitor is supposed to be with me at all times.

I had a dream last night, and things were being spelled out on a white board, saying, "My egregore needs to be fed," but when I created him, I decided to have him feed off of the earth's energy, so I'm not sure if that was just a dream, but just in case a did ritual to give him energy.

I've thought about trying the ouija board, but that might just draw in other beings and confuse me even more.

If you need to know why I created him, it was to have a constant companion, to spend time with me, protect me, and be affectionate with me (but he's not meant to be a boyfriend).

p.s. I'm sensitive to energies so I can tell if there is an entity around, but I'm not sensitive enough to tell the difference between them or communicate with them.

I created him to have a constant companion, to spend time with me, protect me, to help me get my mind straightened out and be affectionate with me. I'm lonely, and need someone to protect me from bad entities.

I gave him a lot of qualities; like stay close to me, cuddle a lot, and even give kisses from time to time. I gave him a sense of humor close to mine (I planned him out, it took about a week, I put a lot of thought into him).

I think I found him last night, an entity was kissing me and I think that was him. He seemed to act like me in ways, but I was still unsure. I put my hand on him and tried to sense to see what I got, all I got was he was happy to be back, not sure where he went. (IMG:style_emoticons/default/confused012.gif)

I'm not exactly sure how to look into myself to find him, or how to tell the difference between what is a psychic sense and what is my imagination.