I still do not understand how everyone thinks Tyson's book is 'just a story'. Even if it is it calls up some very unpleasant things into the subconscious mind...strong, weak, whatever. I am not a "weak" person, mentally or spiritually and neither is my husband. Most people don't seem to even notice anything when they read that cursed book. I think this is because that is how it is meant to be. The truly 'weak' people are not meant to feel anything out of the ordinary...to them it really is nothing more than a story. But to those who have something to offer magickally, a special skill or strength or even just built up anger, hate or rage-it feeds off of that. No, I am not trying to say I think I am something special or anything like that. More likely than not, the book just seeks out those with an ultimately darker side. Repressed memories of hatred, rage against someone who wronged you, undealt with anger...these things call out the negativity hiding in this book. I never even read it and was experiencing problems. Just touching the book made me feel sick...and I wasn't the only one, and neither was my husband. I am not trying to trash talk or make myself out to be someone extraordinary or anything. I am just trying to warn people that in some peoples cases-in certain circumstances-there is danger lurking in that book. I know it doesn't apply to everyone who reads it, but I know there are others out there who have felt a strange pull from it, could smell the old parchment smell emitted from it's brand new pages, and felt themselves suddenly not believing it was 'just a story' anymore. If you feel anything not quite right when you look at, touch, and/or read Tyson's Necronomicon...you might want to put it down and never pick it up again. Because it's those people that the book (or whatever is lurking within it's pages) wants for not so good ends. I know you all probably think I'm crazy or just trying to get attention or something, and my Gods, I wish that were the case-but it isn't. I take my religion very seriously, and when I feel compelled to try to help others, I do so...whether it makes me look like a lunatic or not. I would not cry wolf if there wasn't one, it's against everything I believe in and stand for and I do not compromise my beliefs for anyone or anything. I hope someone out there takes me seriously for the sake of all.
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"Our scars remind us that that past was real..."
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