Do any of you have any experience with this happening to you or anyone else? Do any of you have any stories like this where you might have caused change but you weren't even trying? yep (IMG:
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frequently. I think, that one of the neat realizations I made in the occult was that we're basically always doing magick, whether we intend to or not. We're constantly influencing the reality around us with our thoughts, energy, etc.
I don't think it's always so blatantly obvious as your light experience, but sometimes it is. When i was young, once my father had basically infuriated me. I forget what it was about (guess it wasn't too important eh?) but I was absolutely livid. So he had gone outside to play catch with my little brother, and i was in the bathroom looking in the mirror and fuming. And in my mind I mentally reared back and hit my father as hard as i could. It was just a fantasy, a sort of way to burn off steam, i wouldn't *really* hit him like that. But the fantasy was very vivid and felt 'potent' anyway, at almost the exact moment I hit him in my mind, I heard a yell from the back yard. shortly thereafter my father and little brother came inside. He had been hit in the face by the baseball, shattered his glasses and gave him a beauty of a black eye. He told my brother that he had a wicked curve ball, to which my brother pleaded innocence.
Obviously these things happen naturally. Just as lights go out. But when the timing is so precise, and it just feels like you 'did' it... well it's hard to not think that there's more than 'chance' involved. From a probability & statistics standpoint, events like this are a one in a billion shot. To think that there's more to it than chance is not just superstition or paranoia IMO.