I still disagree strongly with about everything you said kinjo.
All of what you said finds it roots in the materialistic plane, all of those things are dependent on the way things are in the material world. Perhaps that is the way 90% of society functions, but i am not part of that 90%, else i would not be on these forums.
How could i try to transcend material thought and ways if i am bound down to it. As a result of magical study the emptiness will come and it can no longer be filled with a purpose or a goal. The need then arises to push past that emptiness. But there will not exist a valid purpose to fill it,because the mind has transformed.
I worried months about the sense of no purpose that meditation and magical study had brought me. I felt lost and had now way to go, my studies did not interest my anymore, my life seemed boring. There was no need for anything, no desire to do anything. Then i just let go, I lost my need for purpose, still my grades sky-rocketed because of it. Everything seems to go easily and by itself since i let go.
That is what i believe, its subtleties lie in the internal view of these things, and on the outside can appear the same. But in fact my beliefs on these things are exactly opposite to yours.
It does not matter much, beliefs differ at times, thats just how they come. Try not to make to much of it. Many of my best friends are strong Catholics and even complete atheist against any form of belief.
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In LVX, Frater A.V.I.A.F.
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