daev-this is endor957 from OF-we've spoke briefly a few times on the subject. first of all, i commend you for finally trying stuff out to see what works for you, and i was excited reading the post so now i will speak on it and hopefully something helpful will come out of it:
1. eventhough there are no rules in magick because you can devise anything they way you want when working with an entity like the goetia (even if it's an unused portion of your brain) you want to create a protective field for yourself. some say that you (the summoner) is the circle itself, so just keep in mind that before you do anything else, that you should consider that.
2. i have worked with bune before and i have recently shared on OF that he was the most threatening one, despite andromalius's first contacts because he was so huge beyond me, and he was nothing to play with. bune, has an ego, and he is very smart and from what i've picked up from these guys is that they would be offended by you asking them things that you already know the answers to but won't admit it to yourself and they find it disrespectful in asking them to do things that they feel you can do for yourself. from their vantage point (which is F*#king huge!) they see more than we and can see the directions we are going in even if we don't know it ourselves. i guess they feel that if we're mighty enough to call them, then we ourselves have this awareness of our own situations, so if we call them, it has to be for a very important reason-because they don't like their time to be wasted. and another thing, regardless what you claim to be to them, they will judge you by your questions, because they are ancient, smart, patient and very calculating. if you do go to them for some help, it's best to ask them for information, but really be humble about it. also, address them with respect because they have ego's (but hey, they're ancient gargantuan's) and they if you're honest and humble with them, and know how to avoid their trickery (because they will test you to see if you're legit) they will help you. i find that summoning them is very easy, but dealing with them on an intelligent level, counter acting their slyness is very intense, and a very complexed thing to do. that's why when you call them, you are suppose to have only one intention on your mind, and have a realistic idea on how you go about it before hand. because they will offer you the world, just to lead you astray to have fun with you-because they test.
3. the angel is not surprising because a few months ago, orobas and andromalius was pressuring me in using them more for their services-another test?-who knows but i found it was best not to be tempted-then one of them said, "before the white lord and the black lord can meet, an arraingement must be made with lucifer." now i still don't know what the hell that means, but right before i caved into consideration to what they were suggesting, a mighty angel of *blonde light (i stress blonde) broke through the mental wall of my vision, and the spirits fled from me, and the angel was mad at me, telling me that i can come to him for such things before using them. so that was probably your guardian angel and he's more at your disposal and safer than the goetians-not taking anything away from them, but it's an intense process that has to be done correctly for your benefit. so i would try to converse with your angel on such matters before anything else.
note*-most people in books and on talk shows always talk about their angels description and in their description (as always) is always an arayan description (blonde hair and blue eyes) which is obviously biased. i can't explain it, but my angel was mighty and white, with a blonde glow to him and i don't think it was due to a subconscios suggestion. but then again, angels and spirits appear to us in the way that we accept them. for me, i'm no racist but i imagine that an angel is beyond the comparison of racial features. except this one, so my angel is really a thor-white guy looking dude,lol.
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