QUOTE(Rae @ Aug 18 2010, 02:22 PM)
Thank you for that, Dreamer, very long post. I can understand that imagining isn't enough, but how do you know when you've put the right energies into it?
Grounding can help you been more 'awake/kind of reshed/energictic', can't it?
You almost certainly know what a strong, true desire feels like. This is part of the human experience. A raw, deep, unshakable longing that isn't just a superficial "want". True desire can consume your thoughts and drive your actions. When you feel this way about the objective you are trying to achieve with magic, then you have enough energy for efficient magic. Less than this doesn't mean that nothing will ever happen - but magic is not just getting whT you want, but also doing so effectively and efficiently.
Being grounded means that your energy is stable and rooted in a solid 'stance'. When you are grounded you are less subject to the ebb and flow of energy that constantly buffets all of us all the time. Being grounded, you can be more certain that your wants or desires are real, and your own, and not just reactions to your energetic environment. Being centered means to be focused and aware of your own energy, which means you cN then percieve and distinguish between your own sphere of sensation and the energies around you. It doesn't necessarily give you any more energy, just the stability and awareness to more effectively connect to and direct energy.
This is like trying to control a kite while swimming in deep water, vs. Finding a shallow place where you can stand more firmly and exert more control over the kite.
Peace