Is anyone here REALLY wealthy? Options

Is anyone here absolutely minted?


And did you get there via magick or guidance?

I worried months about the sense of no purpose that meditation and magical study had brought me. I felt lost and had now way to go, my studies did not interest my anymore, my life seemed boring. There was no need for anything, no desire to do anything.
Then i just let go, I lost my need for purpose, still my grades sky-rocketed because of it. Everything seems to go easily and by itself since i let go.

That mirrors what I am feeling right now. I had put it down to my depression but it is likely caused by my Zazen practice. I do go through turmoil when I try and grasp material things, become attached. Then I let go of these attachments and a get an inner calm, where I see all the possible things I can do stretched out in to the infinite. Is this a glimpse of the one-point, the source, the point where we are all linked?