I remember once i planned for months to go and camp under a tree far away from anyone and stay their for a year meditating. I stock-piled food and equipment, i was all ready to move out of my little flat an quit my job, i was literally about to do it when i suddenly got a girlfriend a new flat 4Xcats and lots of new friends, in the space of 3 weeks.. I think i was just depressed, wanted to give up on society, when really i was just lonely. I often wondered what it would have been like, if i would have learned anything useful, i guess i will never know.
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