Fast Options

I am going to start a fast from food and light starting tomorrow. I will also abstain from cigarettes and any other such things. I will sit in the dark of my bathroom and meditate for a month or more(however long it takes) with nothing more than a cup for water.

I'll get back to you in a month or so with the results.

Wow. That sounds wonderful. Too bad the only things stopping me from doing anything are always crap.

Marine recruiters won't take me.
Truck needs a part.
No money.
No girlfriend.
Nearly shot my friend and his girlfriend.
Losing my mind.
Losing all grip on reality really.....

I once came to the conclusion that God wants me to be evil to test people, but I can't even manage to do that. My friends won't let me be evil.


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