Is anyone here REALLY wealthy? Options

Is anyone here absolutely minted?


And did you get there via magick or guidance?

true.

That is perhaps why my magick strength has increased since i let go.

I no longer care about my studies, but i still do strong magick to help me pass.
I do not really care about passing this year, but it makes my life easier, so i logically steer it that way.
But without fear and negativity, or any kind of emotional attachment, all that remains is the magical will to pass. Which i find is rather strong, strange things happen when i do magick, so much luck that it seems almost absurd. At rare occasions i even remember things i never learned or read about.

But to get to the point.
The above posts by me have not much to do with magick.
Those are problems i encountered while trying to achieve "enlightenment", after much meditation and study of the tao.
Those feelings are because of eastern philosophies like zen, taoism, Buddhism. Those form the strong backbone to my magical studies.
It does things with your mind, strong reprogramming almost, that can get tricky at times.

Like with the emptiness feeling. Its so cold and lonely, and it makes one think about things like suicide. Not because life is to hard, but because life seems empty and without meaning. I can still see myself playing with my sword and wondering how it would feel if it pierced me, just because it seemed interesting at that time, because my life did not mean more to me than the knowledge of how death would feel.
I can still taste it, I'm even feeling it a little now.

I can't really tell how i truly fixed that, but somehow i seem to be able to control it. So there must be a way, I'm sorry that i don't know more.

Anyway, all of this is so much off-topic, not that i care because it has been highly interesting. I learned much from searching myself like this...