What Am I, How am I classified with what my capabilities are? Options

Chances are that no one remembers my first post here, so I'll reiterate real quick:

A long time ago when I was a child, I was approached by a gang who tried to mug me with a pocket knife, cornered by a fence. Next thing I knew, I was on the other side of the fence and the gang was just reacting.

Another time in my childhood, I was riding a bike down a sharp hill. I flew through the intersection and was about to get hit by a semi truck. Spontaneously, my bike dramatically speed up, just enough to narrowly miss it. Not smart, I know, but I was young.

Now for the main point:

Both instances involved mortal fear. I later in life found that I'm able to sense energies, but usually can't identify them, because they're so faint. Sometimes I've detected what I bleieve to be a ghost here and there, but they usually wouldn't stick around after I noticed them. I can't see them, just sense them. My theory on how to improve this ability is to be in a dark room with no light at all and practice manuevering around without bumping into things, by relying on the energy frequencies around me. I've tried this a little in the past and got to the point where I can sense objects, but can't judge distance or depth. Just partial direction.

For clarity purposes, I have given this the term "energy frequencies" because what I sense varies alot. I don't know if what I'm sensing is hidden entities or the actual world around me like the air, ground, buildings, living things grass and trees. I can't determine what is what unless I single out an individial "pattern" (recurring segment of the frequency)

It is my theory that once I recognize a pattern, learn to understand it, and get a grasp on it by successfully memorizing the pattern, I can control it. This theory is born by those rare occurances mentioned above. See, when I felt that chaotic moment of mortal fear, I instictively froze up, which cleared my mind. The only thing I thought about in that second was what I felt. I didn't realize at the time that I had automatically analized the energy frequency within me, grasped it devoid of distractions with perfect disclipline and made strictly the right changes to end the danger.

Simply put, this is like hacking reality. And come to think of it, though I know nothing about computer hacking, this frequency seems alot like computer code, but of course of an entirely different format. I've been trying all my life to figure this out. But it might help if I know what category of paranormal this is. I think it might be similar to witchcraft, but definitely not the same thing because it's not about charms and incantations.

Whatever this is, it's pure, neutral and independant. Sound familiar to anyone?

This post has been edited by Barnard: Feb 24 2011, 02:13 PM

They probably did see a ghost. You. There are a number of reports of "almost" car crashes where one car appears to go through another with no damage. I can't do this but I've had something like it done for me. It isn't altering matter, it's temporarily "stepping aside" from normal reality. It isn't "you" doing it; it's someone/something with a higher development doing it for you. If the unconscious minds of people in danger could do this reliably there would be no car crashes.

There is a form of magick called "elemental", usually taught to a neophyte. It involves using the Western concept of four elements (Earth, Water, Air, Fire) and establishing communication with and control of those elements and setting up a habitual pattern of response by reality, thus giving control of real world manifestations of the mental constructs. See Franz Bardon's "Initiation into Hermetics" for one system.

The additional factor in magickal effects is energy. The effectiveness of a magickal working is often determined by how much energy can be controlled.

BTW, maneuvering in the dark usually isn't magick; see "Echos of Bats and Men" by Donald Griffin for a series of experiments in human echolocation. The sensation starts as "feeling with the forehead" of distant objects. It's real; I developed it when I was a kid (and lost most of the ability when my hearing deteriorated). Astral vision is different; there you see living things more clearly than inanimate objects.