Feeding On Pain Options

This thread is about absorbing people's negative energies. Something I realized recently, is that I seem to automatically absorb the negative energies of people such as fueled by the emotions of loniliess, irritation, stress and others. The people whom I relieve of such stress end of feeling happier and more hopeful..

The energy I absorbed became an appetite. I developed a hunger for it, eating up peoples misery, feeding on it.
But something more recent made me aware that, though automatic, is primarily effective while people are releasing cycles of that energy.
Simply speaking - I have the hardest time absorbing negative energy caused by bad emotions when ithey are supressed.

I went out with my friends drinking and confirmed for sure that I was improving my friends experience by sapping out their negative emotions. But there was one type of energy I just couldn't grasp. It was the suppressed emotion of a man's feeling of being left out. I tried to get him to lighten up by asking him what was on his mind. He wouldn't admit that something was on his mind because he has it supressed.

This ability is something I've never heard of. Are there any documentation on this kind of thing happening?

Hence why magicians seek to repress some forces to have it's influence manifest.
they are internalized and their influence is manifested through the emotional/mental adaptations that shield + utilize them

Sometimes the universe can't help but put you in the place you need to be in order to be the most help.
judging by your posts you can 'deal' with a lot more fear and anger than most people, that give's you quite an upper-hand.
I've flipped out quite a few violent inderviduals with my shear tolerance for massive emotional flux, it's an effective tool for getting out of a situation.

Fear is an intoxicatingly powerful emotion to play with, but they all have their uses.
I did write a great big post on your other thread but i lost my internet an i can't remember it.

This post has been edited by Draw: Apr 5 2011, 10:27 AM