QUOTE(Vagrant Dreamer @ Dec 1 2011, 08:05 PM)
Personally, it was never good enough for me. I never understood why, if he was so all knowing, all powerful, etc., why God needed something like the Bible to let us know what he wanted. Why not inform us personally? Free will means choosing to believe in him... God's voice did not boom out of the sky one day telling me he was there and watching me. I wanted to know God, the bible wasn't cutting it and Jesus wasn't, apparently, going to patch me through, so I tossed religion all together and started from scratch with, "If you're there, and I sure hope you are, please just let me know." I had to get over the fear of what that would mean, and let go of the idea that I would be punished for going over Jesus' head in the matter (since no one goes to the Father except through him), and when finally those deep childhood beliefs cracked just a little bit, Spirit moved right in and shattered the whole thing. I have had literally no fear since then, or should I say, I know now the difference between the fear my brain creates and what I really feel, but I have no fear of death or suffering.
The Christian God is supposed to be all powerful, without flaw, perfect... and so on. So a very good question would be, "why can't God just tell me what the deal is here?" I think the answer has to do with people not being able to understand things. All of us have dealt with people who appear to be stupid beyond belief and cannot defend what they think or even explain why they think what they do think, which is the point of this thread. I don't think that being able to understand our own choices or the choices of others is similar to a lightswitch- something which is either turned off or on. It seems to me that people have a range of understanding, an understanding which can grow. For example, no matter how amazing our ability to speak is, I still think we would all run into people who are simply too ignorant to grasp our beliefs.
I think the same has to do with God and us. He is like a super intelligent, aware being who has created some creatures that are sort of like Him- only not fully developed. Experience speaks to people in a way words cannot. I have read many times and believe that magic can only be learned through practice. As with most things, it has to be learned by practicing and experiencing it. It seems to me that God wants people understand reality and the things in it; including ourselves, Him, and other creatures, through the most intimate way possible: first hand experience.
Up to this point I have wrote about God not talking to people, but that's not entirely true. Even if people's conscience is really nothing more than a chunk of brain cells- something I'm not prepared to believe- then there is still the point that essentially the entire Old Testament (and nearly every other major religion) is founded on mystical visions directly from God Himself. Now I think people at a magic based forum are more likely to agree that visions are plausible and authentic means of communication, or else we have to throw quite a bit of other magic oriented visions out the window as well, including our own. The Old Testament also writes about God talking directly to Moses, and Jesus clearly talks to people, who talk to us.
I see the point of wanting God to step down from the pearly gates and give each one of us 7 Billion (plus prior populations) a good long chat. God does after all have all of time right? But there are some problems with that too. One of the biggest is that God would probably overwhelm our ability to choose something besides Him, like C.S. Lewis mentions in Mere Christianity. Choosing Him would not be a choice. Instead God seems to use indirect methods of communication. I do not believe it is an issue of being able to communicate with us that has caused God to do so in the way that He has, instead I see it as a specific choice with specific implications. Those implications are a desire to see people achieve and pursue Him instead of relying on being spoonfed ambrosia like divine aristocracy for eternity.