Ah yes much confussion in understanding one's self and what goes on within.
As for autism I can't say for sure. A personality disorder, at least under the guide of manic depression and related disorders, is an emotional disturbance that manifests as a split behavior. From what little I know about autism it is genetic or a developmental problem from being in the womb to the early ages of childhood. Most autistic people I've seen were pretty bad (I was a teachers aid for the special ed class back in high school). Like you couldn't really engage in a real conversation with them because they just couldn't comprehend what was going on. Weather or not autism can be stress induced is what I don't know about. But if you have it then it must be a pretty mild form to be talking a clearly as you are.
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