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J-Dog: HEADS UP FOLKS:
since last i was here, i have contacted "ghem" three or four times and i haven't posted them in sequence because i wanted to do a lil more research.
the first time, it was a very weak connection but when i was asking for him, the number 6 and 17 kept coming at my vision but then i had to stop since the kids outside were screaming their brains out while they were playing.
the second time was a little bit stronger but "ghem" kept telling me to put him in the triangle and summon him so he can help. I declined but when i had asked if he will come again if i call him, he told me not if i didn't summon him in the triangle.
-but i learn that i can not bend to a spirits will-
so the third time i tried calling him and this big, busty, blonde haired female spirit/thingina magjig told me that "ghem" refused to come to my call and he was busy on the 12th floor.
i was like WTF-we only have 6 floors here but maybe 12 could be referring to a dimension of somesort.-whatever.
so today, (earlier today) i felt that if i had tried to contact him again, the connection would be stronger so i did it.
and this time, after awhile, while turning my wand, i saw this black ball or circle that winked at me and said that it was him.
i had asked him what was his office or nature and he said, "to answer questions and to help when desired."
not sure of his authenticity, i had asked him to draw in the air, his signature and low and behold, it was his sigil (from the mercury kamea) in the air kind of there but not there, only that it was reversed, but it was accurate. (maybe it was reversed because he was facing me and that is some spooky shit since that suggest that he was infront of me on some level, though invisible.
so, i told him that i drew his sigil out of the mercury square (since he kept telling me that was how to find his name) and he sounded happy but he got more enthused with the same message of summoning him in the triangle so he can face me in the circle.
i told him that i needed more time to think about that because i wanted to take everything slow, and he was like (more like a feeling than words) he wasn't going to come the next time I call if I don't summon him in the triangle.
but i only told him, that i will call him and i do expect him to answer when i do call or i won't bother with him at all and ofcourse, he agreed.
so since the last four times wasn't the strongest since the first, i am planning to call him tomorrow since last thursday when i was first introduced to him was the strongest signal.
and for those who don't know, i was using my wand by gazing into the quartz tip of it to contact him, this was a suggestion recieved to me in a vision.
but now, i had starting thinking and i don't think that is a good idea since my wand is supposed to be an extension of my power.
if i keep doing this, the wand gets consumed with "his" or any other spirits essence and that could mess me up down the road.
so i think i am going to use my hazy quartz or rose quartz rock; better that than something as personal as my wand.
my overall opinion of this guy is an anology of him being happy as if i had answered an s.o.s. of a salesman trying to sell me some shit, but since i wasn't buying what he had to offer but kept coming around the store, the sales guy is catching an attitude with me cuz i wasn't a "buying customer." so i kind of had to put him in his place and remind him that he is the sales dude and i am the customer and the customer is ALWAYS right.
any thoughts please keep contributing them.
thanks and take care.