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silenus
post Jul 21 2005, 06:57 AM
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Many years ago I began to have intense visitations, within the first year of shamanic and white ceremonial practice. While sleeping, and sometimes while awake, I would see featureless golem-like(no hands, feet, face etc) humanoid shapes formed usually of a grey or black smoke that would walk through objects or be halfway throught the floor. They shocked and frightened me and I recall a skinny blackish one walking halfway through my bed that filled me with horror that it might pass through my body, while an unusually large white one that seemed to understand 'floor' and 'objects' bent slowly over my bed to inspect me. It almost seemed to know me, and my initial alarm at the white one faded to a sense that it might be protective or something as it merely stayed put and did nothing, but appeared repeatedly. Then I distinctly heard a man's voice chanting from the foot of my bed, but like an accidental phone wire cross, not intended for projection and occuring elsewhere. Then I was wrenched out-of-body to a collection of individuals who seemed human, seemed to have some sort of council or group concensus, and certainly practiced ceremonial magic with stunning skill and a casual disintrest in light and dark. They said they had been waiting for me to manifest again, the time was interminable, and they wanted a tangeble expression of my true magical energy, right then, so they could integrate, but not the 'paltry white' internal & mystical forms I had limited myself to. I freaked and became angry, that they were dark (hindsight-were they?)and made assumptions about using me. I exuded waves of blocking, concealing and severing force, violently.
For weeks, I saw nothing but normal people auras. Then, while half awake/astral, the really strong one came. I saw a slender man with curly hair that writhed into the flames rolling off him. The fire glowed with a black halo instead of light, and his face had a loki-like expression he walked out of the barren-between astral of manifestation where I was trapped. He was extremely intelligent and charming and feral and was offering me some kind of deal. I was momentarily curious and he linked in on that moment and was doing as he liked before I could answer. I then felt something black and octopus-like with too many eyes and tendrils IN MY WOMB with manifest links and realized he would use me to astral birth(or posess a real fetus, if possible) And freaked out, purging and pulling away desperately. It was a terrifingly strong and aware entity, and, well, it chose to leave because I was uncooperative, I couldn't remove it... I returned to the physical bleeding from my nose and sex(not preg, not period) in shock and in pain. Can anyone name him? Are they all linked events or none? I need some helpful info here.

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post Jul 21 2005, 03:25 PM
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I figure it could be one of many things, or all of them. My first reaction would be your seeing your darker aspects manifest outside your psyche. It sounds crazy and far-fetched, but the mind to be able to create an entity of sorts is not unheard of.

It could also be demons, which is another far-fetched idea. Have you seen Constatine? That movie does a remarkable semblance to real demonology. In it they have what they call Soldier Demons, normally they are called the Legion. To get through to earth, they must inhabit a human body and "break through", as a human can be the medium between both planes.

Then you have incubus, which would be the most logical solution in relation to demonology. Incubus prey on women, particularly vulnerable women. Under normal circumstance, an Incubi would inhabit the body of a man familiar to you, and do his deeds through him, but in this case, it would seem he is obviously not strong enough to inhabit, and brought you into his realm to attack you.

Your nose and sex bleeding are signs of extreme stress (obviously), and adrenaline, the latter being more rare. The bleeding can be a psychological stress, but it is not uncommon for the spiritual stress on afflicted parts to leak into the physical. Pretty straight forward.

If it is your psyche, I HIGHLY suggest doing alot on internal work, through meditations and even counselling. There could be some deep-seeded problems that need to get rid of.

In the event of a demon, I'm going to break away from the boards mainstream magickal practices, and suggest a good old Catholic excorsism. Now a days, you don't need to be a Priest or Father to perform them, the loophole being you where baptised as an infant. You can acquire Holy Water from any Catholic church. I can give you a simple one, and if you can remain open to Catholic ways, it's pretty much a given that it will work. It may have to be performed more than once to completely eliminate it.



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I wish you much luck, protection and peace. You'll be in my prayers.

If you have any questions at all, please do not hesitate to ask.

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silenus   Several spirits, one Caused Bleeding   Jul 21 2005, 06:57 AM
bym   Greetings Silenus! I usually shie away from Wo...   Jul 21 2005, 07:13 AM
silenus   noted, but I was inquiring for a magical dissectio...   Jul 21 2005, 07:49 AM
bym   Good luck on discovering the actual identities inv...   Jul 21 2005, 10:21 AM
silenus   Yes, yes, I have spirit guides, banishing skills, ...   Jul 21 2005, 02:13 PM
bym   It sounds like a bad 'Rosemarys Baby' stor...   Jul 21 2005, 04:10 PM
DollHouseKitty   What's to say that it was caused by a group? D...   Jul 21 2005, 09:06 PM
silenus   I wasn't really sure if the events were relate...   Jul 21 2005, 10:31 PM
DollHouseKitty   Edmonton...what a dirty, dirty city. Well, it feel...   Jul 21 2005, 10:57 PM
bym   Again, as I said, speculative...also: I never sa...   Jul 22 2005, 12:19 AM
DollHouseKitty   Bah, I'm not mad at anyone, I'm simply spe...   Jul 22 2005, 01:03 AM
bym   I have had many conversations with lower realm spi...   Jul 22 2005, 07:13 AM
DollHouseKitty   You believe their evil, I don't. Agree to disa...   Jul 22 2005, 10:56 AM
silenus   I am grateful that because of the internet there a...   Jul 22 2005, 06:01 PM
bym   Greetings Silenus! I'm sorry that I wasn...   Jul 22 2005, 07:00 PM
Bb3   I would definitely side with the idea that this wa...   Jul 25 2005, 11:53 PM
silenus   I am very interested in the results of the reading...   Jul 27 2005, 03:05 PM
Shivas Best Mate   Do you think that the blood was caused by him - di...   Jun 16 2006, 05:13 AM
A_Smoking_Fox   very interesting read, sadly i do not know very mu...   Jun 16 2006, 11:54 AM

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