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silenus
post Jul 21 2005, 06:57 AM
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Many years ago I began to have intense visitations, within the first year of shamanic and white ceremonial practice. While sleeping, and sometimes while awake, I would see featureless golem-like(no hands, feet, face etc) humanoid shapes formed usually of a grey or black smoke that would walk through objects or be halfway throught the floor. They shocked and frightened me and I recall a skinny blackish one walking halfway through my bed that filled me with horror that it might pass through my body, while an unusually large white one that seemed to understand 'floor' and 'objects' bent slowly over my bed to inspect me. It almost seemed to know me, and my initial alarm at the white one faded to a sense that it might be protective or something as it merely stayed put and did nothing, but appeared repeatedly. Then I distinctly heard a man's voice chanting from the foot of my bed, but like an accidental phone wire cross, not intended for projection and occuring elsewhere. Then I was wrenched out-of-body to a collection of individuals who seemed human, seemed to have some sort of council or group concensus, and certainly practiced ceremonial magic with stunning skill and a casual disintrest in light and dark. They said they had been waiting for me to manifest again, the time was interminable, and they wanted a tangeble expression of my true magical energy, right then, so they could integrate, but not the 'paltry white' internal & mystical forms I had limited myself to. I freaked and became angry, that they were dark (hindsight-were they?)and made assumptions about using me. I exuded waves of blocking, concealing and severing force, violently.
For weeks, I saw nothing but normal people auras. Then, while half awake/astral, the really strong one came. I saw a slender man with curly hair that writhed into the flames rolling off him. The fire glowed with a black halo instead of light, and his face had a loki-like expression he walked out of the barren-between astral of manifestation where I was trapped. He was extremely intelligent and charming and feral and was offering me some kind of deal. I was momentarily curious and he linked in on that moment and was doing as he liked before I could answer. I then felt something black and octopus-like with too many eyes and tendrils IN MY WOMB with manifest links and realized he would use me to astral birth(or posess a real fetus, if possible) And freaked out, purging and pulling away desperately. It was a terrifingly strong and aware entity, and, well, it chose to leave because I was uncooperative, I couldn't remove it... I returned to the physical bleeding from my nose and sex(not preg, not period) in shock and in pain. Can anyone name him? Are they all linked events or none? I need some helpful info here.

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post Jul 21 2005, 09:06 PM
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What's to say that it was caused by a group? Demons and entities CAN act on their own volition, it's not unheard of.

Incubi/Succubi aren't always these lowly creatures that cannot act on their own accord, or afford enough energy to manifest themselves in your "imagination". I've done enough research to understand that no matter what the entity, they will always find a way...it's clever and cunning. Demons are not something that are set in stone, their friggen demons.

In my honest opinion (and this is not to be offensive), support groups for women won't do a lick of good for this lady. Can you imagine walking into a group of women who have been raped, beatin, etc..in the physical plane, and then saying "Hi, my name is <whatever>, and I've been raped by a demon! It's nice to meet you!" That is, if this is the case. That's only an example. But they would look at her like she was meant to belong in the psych ward.

The idea of a group of people who are out to get her is also kinda ridiculous. Yes, there where a group of things in the other plane, but that does not strictly mean it was physical people. An incubi doesn't care who it goes after, it doesn't care if she gets pregnant or not, all it cares about is satisfying it's sexual desires. No mention or inkling of anything like Rosemarys' Baby. A group would look to me like it would be group of fellow friends to the one who wants to satisfy himself. Just because their evil, doesn't mean they don't have a circle of friends to be evil with.

And this is only my thoughts stemming from the theory of demonology in this case.

If it was psychological, a support group wouldn't be able to help with this either. They consol, and make a person feel not so lonely and singled out. A good therapist is what's in order. Again, that's not meant to be offensive, it's to be used as a point.

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silenus   Several spirits, one Caused Bleeding   Jul 21 2005, 06:57 AM
bym   Greetings Silenus! I usually shie away from Wo...   Jul 21 2005, 07:13 AM
silenus   noted, but I was inquiring for a magical dissectio...   Jul 21 2005, 07:49 AM
bym   Good luck on discovering the actual identities inv...   Jul 21 2005, 10:21 AM
silenus   Yes, yes, I have spirit guides, banishing skills, ...   Jul 21 2005, 02:13 PM
DollHouseKitty   I figure it could be one of many things, or all of...   Jul 21 2005, 03:25 PM
bym   It sounds like a bad 'Rosemarys Baby' stor...   Jul 21 2005, 04:10 PM
silenus   I wasn't really sure if the events were relate...   Jul 21 2005, 10:31 PM
DollHouseKitty   Edmonton...what a dirty, dirty city. Well, it feel...   Jul 21 2005, 10:57 PM
bym   Again, as I said, speculative...also: I never sa...   Jul 22 2005, 12:19 AM
DollHouseKitty   Bah, I'm not mad at anyone, I'm simply spe...   Jul 22 2005, 01:03 AM
bym   I have had many conversations with lower realm spi...   Jul 22 2005, 07:13 AM
DollHouseKitty   You believe their evil, I don't. Agree to disa...   Jul 22 2005, 10:56 AM
silenus   I am grateful that because of the internet there a...   Jul 22 2005, 06:01 PM
bym   Greetings Silenus! I'm sorry that I wasn...   Jul 22 2005, 07:00 PM
Bb3   I would definitely side with the idea that this wa...   Jul 25 2005, 11:53 PM
silenus   I am very interested in the results of the reading...   Jul 27 2005, 03:05 PM
Shivas Best Mate   Do you think that the blood was caused by him - di...   Jun 16 2006, 05:13 AM
A_Smoking_Fox   very interesting read, sadly i do not know very mu...   Jun 16 2006, 11:54 AM

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