need a help., my childhood. Options

when i was little (3-4 years), i had a strange experience. i remember it very clearly, not as the rest of my childhood.
my mom told me it few years ago.

every night my mom woke me up and asked me what is wrong- i simply asked her to give me somethimg to drink, becouse my mouth was like sand. when she gave me to drink, i went back to sleep. i didnt think it was something serious.
when i was four, every morning when i woke up, the light was on.
i thaught i had accidently turned it on in sleep. it was right beside my bed. so did my parents think, so one night they glued the switch with that (i dont know hows it called) little sticky plastic paper. in the next morning, the light was on again. but the switch was still glued!!! i thaught i had switched it on somehow, but then i had to take the "paper" off, turn it on and then put it back!!! all- while i was sleeping! all by four years old boy in the upper bed (you know those beds, that are in jails in movies (IMG:style_emoticons/default/smile.gif) ).
so lets get back to my wakeing up every night. my mom told me, that every night, i dnt know in what clock, she had heared me screaming. when i woke up, at first i was like confused. really confused, i was like in some kind of autopilot. and then i, like, turned back to normal and didnt understand what was she doing there. she told me that she thaught i had a nightmare. i KNOW i had a nightmares. but i dont think they were simple nightmares, when brains show you images of the days experience. i think now becouse of experience im haveing sometimes eaven now. you know the strange feeling of "deja wo"? usually people simply has a strange feeling they cannot explain. i can. i saw these situations in my dreams. i remember few times i had woken up and remembered the dreams very clear. as if it had really happened. it was last saturday when we were at one party, with my family. i was simply sitting and then it happened. this feeling. i remembered the phrase of one man. i remembered it from my dream, i had few days ago. i know it, im sure about it.

can you help me to make these things stronger??? to remember the dreams im haveing at night, that i cant remember? i think im haveing them eaven now, im just not scared of what im seeing anymore. im used to things that made me shout and wake up in swet when i was child. ive became stronger. i had an idea- maby if i learned how, i could control the happening in dreams. sleep- the strangest and mysterious thing on this world.

with all the respect, janis.

Meditation and what you eat can certainly boost the about of dreams you have. Read an article on lucid dreaming and try some methods to help induce them. Hell, you could even go all out and try Astral Projection(since I saw you want to control your dreams). You could also keep a dream diary and whenever you have a dream wake up(not always do you realize its a dream your having) or as soon as you wake up, write it down in your dream diary. Later on these can be a link to your past and help you understand the dreams you had. And I mean LATER on haha.