Ok Kitty, i misspoke. i should never have said or implied that you were afraid to use blood, and i respect your path and applaud you willingness and strength in defending it. Perhaps i was reacting viscerally to your slurs about my path being "completly ridiculous", however that is no excuse and i apologize for the comment. Also it was never my intention to try to convert you, only to adress your concerns and illistrate to you that i have thought long and hard on the subject and done alot of research, i was not doing it for the 'coolness' factor but because my personal path led me there. BLACKSTAFF HI! As long as i am making ammends, i want you to know that i was in no way dis'ing your use of Pain. i agree with you and i think that Pain is a wonderful way to bring your mind into pinpoint focus. i was just trying to share with you what i do. Unfortunatly i have a mad high pain tolerance and in order for me to even feel it, i would have to do some major damage, and doing damage is not the purpose, right? Also, i really apreciated the point you made that you should have some anatomical knowledge before setting out. i was a Pre-Med major in college so i have a pretty solid background. And hey, i have a book for you too! i just found it on line and i havent read it yet, but i went to the authors website and he seems very down to earth and grounded. The book is called "Out of the shadows: an exploration of dark paganism and magick" by John J. Coughlin. BTW, he uses the term "dark" as more of and organic "entropy" definition rather than 'evil'. and PS. i think the author of 'blood magick's name is Seth. No last name. Talk to you soon, i hope
This post has been edited by gavriel: Sep 8 2005, 08:27 PM
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