About three months ago I was browsing the astral pulse forums (as I always do, for fun, I am not a member) reading the articles and what not, when I came across an interesting post about gatekeepers. I was interested in the gatekeepers because when I was very young (maybe 3 or 4) they did something to me and I did not know what. I contacted the person who seemed to know the most about the gatekeepers, from what I was reading. We talked, Jay was nice and helpful and everything. (He helps a lot of people, I try to do the same, but I have many limits with my ablilities, there is no shortage of people needing help though, and I am good with energy, among other things.) So we keep in contact, and talk every now and then when he has time, I can tell he knows something about me or is keeping something from me, but he won't tell me. And it probably would be better to find out whatever it is on my own anyway (im guessing it relates to who/what I am.), so I blow it off. Then there is someone else I know. A sort of friend, or someone who I thought was a 'friend' if i could ever even call it that. I'm not sure the exact details, but I think it's something like he was ...well...demonically inspired (IMG:
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Anyway, this is unbeknowst to me at the time, but I'm starting to realize. Then all of a sudden Jay comes back from a trip and tells me he's had a talk with the demon (he sort of told me there was a demon presence around me, which I thought was probably correct or something similar, based on what I had been experiencing the last few months) and that this demon is like incahootz (did I spell that right?!) with the 'friend' who is demonically inspired. So I go back, really test him etc.. And he freaks out starts spewing lies like crazy, then says something I will not mention etc.. It freaks me out, really depresses me etc... I go home, ready to astral project, thinking that I could go look for a fight and hopefully some being will kill me (Gosh was I silly (IMG:
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So here I am, been doing spirituality for the last month. Last time I checked the demon was attached to a destructive part of my psyche only, thinking about getting the sword, but I have already been informed that the demon will be there waiting for me when I get it. Ya im not sure how he thinks he will take it from me either, but he cannot be that stupid right? I'm almost positive something unexpected will come into play. So why not summon him? I mean, im going to kill him, eventually Im gonna want to write my experiences down (I have periods ive been going through where I will have at least one major or shocking experience EVERY DAY) and why should that knowledge and history be lost? Also why should I pass up the oppertunity to get inside a demons head and learn how it thinks for future references? I mean, if I kill this one more might come, and I do want to help others grow (I need help too! (IMG:
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