Well here i am again iv been here and there and ever where on this forum trying to learn my way in to the higher ranks so im going to just ask for once since im so very tired of having goggel or whatever yelled at me. To the point iv been told on many a comment use your empath as a starting point learn about it and use it weild it well here i am asking.

What is empathic ability exactuly to start off with i know it is a base mental ability can be dormant and awoken or breed through years of mental enegerys in a human child.

I also already know that it works somthing like a receptor of others emotions and feelings whice with enough brain power put in to it can somtimes lead a person to be able to read others thoughts or just hit the target enough to make them spill the beans as well i know from experince.

And last but not least i also know that if a human has this ability and dos not know how to control it or shield from it then they lose complete control and there mental psychie is shatterd like glass on the hood of a taxi cab i also know this from having it happen to me i am only still alive because i learned to not block my empathy but just drown it out with certin things but there are times when my own demonic like rage (whice i have no idea where it comes from) tips to breaking point because of all the emotions i get hit with to the point that i feel like im not even in the world any more.

My question is simple i want to know the best and most effective notice i say EFFECTIVE methode of controling this and weilding it to my own gains if need be im not evil nor am i good but this ability could be used for somthing unique if i knew every handle i could grab hold of it see what i mean.

I also want to know how this could ability could be used in battle no doubt it could be used to sense rage or hostility from a person but i would need to know who it was coming from else not much good is it more so if i have a distance on this ability i could be feeling the emtions of an angery goat hearder in new zeland.
Pluse if it is possiable to weild it like a weapon against spirits or beasts much like a shriek spirit wails inside a persons mind to stun them so they can take the body or destory it.

understand iv spent my whole life knowing there is magick out there iv felt it all around me at all times as a kid it was so accute that i craved it like a drug somthing to have i needed i knew demons and monsters where real just like all the people who controled them i knew magick was there and pshycics where as real as the things going on in the news and that i was drawn to them i was at least hoping i was meant to be apart of that world iv read books here and there but i still trust in blind instincte alone much like a mage with a dowsing rod threw fate in to the wind hoping that stick would find water or what he was looking for.

So please help me out if you feel the need to put me in my place then do so i will not deny i dont know enough to have a valid argument against your statings i only ask for help please and that i be given a shadow of a doubt that im not some punk kid just trying to get rich quick of beat up on some bully with a curse that hurt me in the old grades im just me strange magick bent and hoping one day ill understand enough to have it be a full time gig well ttfn and thank you for an who help.