I was surfing the net one day. Came across this site. Looks relatively well active and the first thing i noticed was the original discussions and neutral environment on all subjects of esoteric or magickal related topics.

Ah where to start with my introduction...Well I've been researching and practising "magick" and "psionics" for a good 8 years now. I've looked through all the branches of paganism, dabbled over the koans of the east and purged over the doctrines of the faithful (Christianity/Islamic/Jewish/Buddhist and other widespread religious movements). I've reached enlightenment on a personal level and what I believe to be a "limbo" level with less concern to what the "truth" is and more concern on ...whatever comes next.

It would be impossible to declare my previous journies as I doubt the text window has the memory to accomodate so many letters and words, at least, in english.

I went through a kind of a skeptic/what-to-do-next-this-can't-be-all stage in which both my psych and body degraded themselves nearly to the brink of insanity. I seek to attain more knowledge than I knew before of esoteric practise and magick- hopefully, this time, play the role of the handyman more than the scholar when it comes to feasting upon that information.

A few ..strange things.. Things I go insane over at night tossing and turning to try to figure out how they are possible, in this physical world, but have been unable to even come up with a logical explanation...have been happening to me lately, but I'll save that discussion for another post. I seek (IMG:style_emoticons/default/help.gif) in this way.

So that's why I'm here..to search for "whatever comes next"..or at least attain a clue on where to go from my current position in spiritual life and development.

Yours truly,

Kajua

This post has been edited by Kajua: Oct 7 2005, 10:06 PM