Abductions, Abductions: Fact Or Fantasy Options

Greetings

(IMG:style_emoticons/default/storm.gif) I would value everyone's opinion on this serious matter. Plus I am in the throws of compiling a database/web site/journal of abduction experiences with the well documented signs of abduction.

I have always been totally forthright in accepting people's claims of being abducted by other entities, for what ever reason these non-human agencies have for abducting us mortals.

From the age of 5 to around 7/8 I experienced what is now best described as abduction. These experiences were real ... completely scary for a naive child trying to grow up in a strange world; a child told by family they were only nightmares.

These experiences have re-occurred on and off throughout my life. I can recall the opening moments in faily lucid detail:

1. A coldness would begin in my bedroom
2. There would be a overwhelming feeling of 'presence' in the room
3. Then the sound of whirring like wings or a raptor blades in the room (I can still conjure these sounds even now)
4. I would drift into sleep only to become paralysed in a semi sleep/out of body situation complete with paralysis and total panic
5. I would be unable to scream
6. An invisible weight would then be across my chest and sometimes a hand on my throat
7. A sensation of travel and meeting with unknown people the next day
8. Strange scarlike markings on my body

I have researched genuine reports of abduction over the last decade and found similarities to my experiences.

Over the last six weeks the entities have returned. I can add the following scenarios to the above list:

9. Awareness of a door like portal appearing before me which appears like an area of darkness in the room
10. If I close my eyes and use my other senses I perceive an actual doorway at this point
11. Presences come close and do something to my ears, my neck, my groin

Last night I had the sleep paralysis again. I became aware of being in a strange building with some kind of cryptic explanation given to be in the message of dreams. I had the old panic sensations and even cried out 'help me' in the night after trying without much success. The wife heard my screams and commented this morning. I've had a real feeling of presence and being watched today. My own fault really as I've been willing the entities to return!

Some would say its a vivid imagination or whatever. Na ... I've worn the Psychology/Para-Psychology tag and got the qualification; these experiences are real I can assure you. And they are mystery I fully intend to unravel. My body is riddled with strange marks. I have a circular scar on my chest; I have hard lump like something in my right ear which I thought was wax but won't go away; I have lumps and bumps on my neck and on my head which all coincide with where the entities 'fiddle' and they are not bumps I have sustained; they literally just appear. I feel like I'm 'wired for sound' with some technology which exists on a higher dimension and I constantly feel I am watched and listened too .... it is not paranoia and it is now pissing me off as I am struggling to think what I want to think and do what I want to do .... anyone else with the same experiences???

There has always been an increased sense of sexuality after these occurrences. Even as a young child I developed a very high sex drive.

I would be grateful if any forum member who's had similar (or different) experiences to either reply (or PM me).

I have formulated my own explanations; received insights from my metaphysical handlers (separate to those who 'attack' me). I will be undertaking hypnotherapy in the near future to try to unravel my 'lost time'.

This post has been edited by Mr_Merlin: Oct 10 2005, 03:48 AM

Distinctly malevolently alien ...

I've had experiences of 'meetings' or journeys with benevolent beings and there is always a feeling of choice and joy and excitement prior to dimensional journeys ...

With these abductions I refer to .... I have no choice ... there is secrecy and manipulation ... there is fear ... there is malice .... I feel like I am laboratory rat and they have the right to do to me what they wish .... I am trapped and it is extremely un-nerving.

I have finally braved the criticism/chastisement of all and sundry because I need to converse with others who have had the same.

Here in NZ I have spoken to the wife of another Brit who had the same type of treatment as a child ... he too is reluctant to talk ... however, there is a distinct difference ... somehow I have broken the anvil program/the handler's key words ... and can remember!

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