QUOTE(DollHouseKitty @ Oct 14 2005, 09:00 PM)
mediocracy, though I do respect your belief on uniquesness, I must say that I cannot wrap my mind around it! It's like trying to think how big the Universe really is, it makes me brain hurt, lol. I wouldn't mind hearing further of this belief, it is something I'm very curious about, and would like to try and understand instead of just waiving it off.
It probably deserves a thread of its own as it will drag this one rather (IMG:
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Merlin is correct that magical experiences are a reflection of the individual mage. All experience is a reflection of the individual. The true experience is filtered through the ego. The ego is illusion. We are not unique, it is the ego that fools us in to thinking we are and creates barriers around us.
This is a intelectual theory and is meaningless without experience. To experience the 'oneness' is the aim of much spiritual practice. This is why I no longer practice magick, it does not (for me) move me away from ego and towards oneness.
Training the mind to let go of ego (and by ego I mean the sense of individual cravings and clinging to desires) is very difficult. We like being in the midst of our own personal drama, even though this makes us unhappy. I have had a few brief experiences of the reduction (not elimination) of the ego and seen life in a whole new light. It is a hard path, and sometimes it feels like i'm falling backwards (like right now) but once you step on this path it is very hard to get off and go back.
Right now i'm in limbo, not feeling i'm making much progress and yet unable to go back to old ways.
I apologise to Merlin for 'hijacking' his thread. I will discuss further in another thread if that seems more appropriate.